Field Notes

Notes from
the workshop.

Field notes from inside the repair — medicine, the specific breaks, and the quiet work of becoming a physician. No cadence promise. Notes land when they're ready.

No. 01 2026 · Origin

Seventy rejections.

Two application cycles, three gap years, seventy nos. The arc that people call resilience when they're being generous and grit when they're not paying attention. What the three years actually did.

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No. 02 2026 · Field

The plane clapped.

Forty thousand feet above the Pacific on the way home from Hawaii, a passenger went down. Syncope, cyanosis, bradycardia. Eleven years of training compressed into the length of a flight attendant walking back to my seat. What the training was actually for.

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No. 03 2026 · Character

Courage is not the absence of fear.

A one-sentence belief I arrived at on my own after eleven years of moving toward things that scared me. It is not a quote — it is a working definition. Here's the version I use before walking into the hard room.

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